Coffee,

has been 18 months we're together... without you, my soul doesn't exist! it's real, even you eaten up my life; my time... its really mean a lot to me!

time to time, i do feel you're in me yet you're actually stand on yourself. without me, you'll still be going on; for me, without you is like an end to me! unfair to me...

well, real life is cruel. the brightest star will not always shine on you... once you have it, you will be addicted to it!

again, the familiar smell of yours once detected by me. but, it slipped away even i've grab it tight! i dont blame, everyone have faith on anything. if you faith with it, no matter where it is... still, there will be on your side.

luckily i've my secret lil' purp which share every single thing of mine when i couldnt have you... somehow, the shinning star still sprinkle a lil' magic dust on me to lead my soul back to me.. although the moments are pain but i must not depend on you anymore!

i will be totally helpless if im so depend on your smell... please, save me as im beggin' you. sincerely ...

my dirty lil' secret had slowly revealed
through the purple wall..

how could you..
how could you
do it to me;
i'm down it the pink forest of gray sky
where my sorrow hide

i knew it,
i knew you know every single bits of me
but, sometimes it's out of your understanding;

i just wish for a lil' moment
which i can be true to you.sincerely

heavy rain-

when thing turns wrong,
we could not blame;
while accepting the sh*t,
with the shameless heart.

this is what i hate,
the reckless in me,
that couldn't be forgive;
thy love,
thy care,
they flow through thee
to me.

sleeps, cure;
sweat, heal;
shout, pain;
shut, hurt.

kneel with the knees
encouraged to be honest
live with pure heart;
vice in my blood
is drain to cure
nor else;

i'm
sorry-for what it happen
:)

i didn't talk for the past 5 hours before the next day comes... it's rare. maybe im just sic of talking after the 6 hours shift ==''' just hope the day shine like usual. or choc fudge will help *finger-cross*

tearsdrop on the book.

i am out of sight. just like to have red on the hand.
it bleeds yet not hurting.
in the inside, it breaks
and could heal up.
the pain ain't same as previous;
hurting but lovely;
thus,
letting it away
is better then holding on.

to the blue pen
that always compromise
with green marker :)

arghh!!! cant get rid of the conclusion wtf. get it done mann! ouh! days of feast after feast, been having barbeques once two weeks -.- or eat in the kitchen approximate every two days one. sign. had too much of sugar until cant really talk properly. and teased by nick! shy me. mention about him, still left 3,500 words to have his work done. before wednesday. hopefully we will get a drink after that. just afriad that he black out for the nest 24 hours after submiting his work swt. well, got to stuck my head with the ass.con. **=.=

woo... 3 more days to go and i will be free! yeap! lying on the grass.with the black book.and coffee! also the throw out papers hahhah, not going t throw it just a metaphor. indiscribable scene after printed some pages from the tindal building. 'we trust you :)' and never charge me a single penny as i got no small change for it T.T how embarrass im! luckily got your name and date note down. or not im afriad i would not get my grade pass.

almost every weekend with cradstick and chili padi. malaysian typical chinese ¬.¬ eventhough the weather is chill, i dont think its gonna be good for my throat. after these miserable paperwork i need gossip treat! dont hesitate to tell,bebs!

so now shut up and drive X] with blanket over the t-bar shoulder (cause im lazy to change a tee) xxx

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hmm what can i do? so out of mood for assignments! damn whay cant i just finish it and everything will be done! stupid me -.- is been awhile dad didnt reply his email. where the hell are you guys! ish. i think i am the one should call ¬.¬ speechless

oh god!guan ni ma... jesus! or whoever think that he/she could help to stick my butt and get my mind on the assignments please do kick my ass T.T

the sun now risess at 5am set at 8pm plus/9pm.ilikespring!as i have the light in my room on for three days straight...keep me familiar while summer comes [:

burning lips and error keyboard,with brainsuckshead *swt* is getting back on task

owh!i had a fattening lunch! square chicken pizza and strawberry cheese cake shared by 2 person! i mean just two of us ate those huge one! ... ... uhhh!sickening-fat-whore. 2weeks withut gym.dying soon -.-










2nd April 2009, i can't feel my foot day. went to london,oxford circus and piccadilly.for sushi,chinese groceries shopping and shopping!!! hahhaa

fat face!ofmg!!!

(::(

i burped!

yet with the swellen-left-face