Huuhh...is been awhile i live life like this.hopeless,but happy.why this kind of feeling occur??I'm so confuse about everything I had done.I couldn't understand what were in my mind...I'm so sad yet happy...that were the worst feeling I had through out my life.anyhow,i had overcome it.I'm free!!free from everything that i were afraid of.thanks for those who support me..I'm glad I've them!! (: