another cozy night,
with the reading of past.
maybe it just happen in front the eyes yet I couldn't accept.
why is life so hard?
while it's there,
you take it for granted.
while it no longer yours,
appreciation appears.
is good that no one can fool you,
but you it played out.
not me, this time.
what a shame!
people came and go.
hold on now,
dream of of tomorrow.
kite will not always on the sky,
it drop without wind.
love is meant to be 2in1,
it fail without any one.
cherish it, no matter here
nor there...
you will never always the greatest

.single room.

yay! i've moved into a new room :) old ones had left behind. is time to let it be the memory that locked deep inside my heart...

well, even though is the same house but it makes me feel different. i like new things for this particular moment. name changed... deco up! everyone knew. i had changed, to be my true self. you may think you know me well by then, but i think you know me better now ;)


i like to stay up till late night. singular is my nouns for now.

and i miss him

non-remembrance b-day~

what we will do if there is a birthday for someone which is special for us??
... ... ...
... ... ...
... ... ...

CELEBRATE!

yea.celebration is really a must for the day!

but...

what if the one never contact you while he/she knew about the celebration??

after your wish only he/she say they can't make it... ... ...

owh~~ it's really sad to hear that.

after a week of preparation,

everything just BURN into ASHES :'s



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here goes the story... ... ...

my friend had prepared her bf a b-day celebration for 2.
she did told him and he never promise that he could make due to his work and the accident car.
so,she waited whole night long...

when the clock strike 12 a.m., she called.
he,on the other side of the phone thanked her for doing everything
and apologized that he can't make it... ...

she came to me with the self-baked blueberry cheese cake
and a face full of tears...
we sat at our 'bus-stop' port,
with my dinner


then,the candle lighting for the so-called-birthday


ready to blow and make wishes :D


in the end,both of us celebrate our friendship day...
with the cake eating
and her smiling face =)


and there goes the day of august 7th... ... ...

uncivilized!!!brutalize

I'm kinda dumb today...forgot the way to old wing~what am i thinking?!...actually i'm on the phone,with mama,shingyee.she went to work with me.but she's doing shopping while i'm serving people during SALES!!!NO FAIR~NO FAIR~

> After 4 hours of working...

BREAK TIME!!!(dying for that!cause no one will resist it :DD)


But there's an accident happened!shingyee were so close got rape by a taxi driver!!!gosh!what a damn!!!the driver can masturbate while driving!!!that is really a f**king bastard!a**hole!!!she was so scare and crying while phoning me.

And,that is not her first time got into this kind of incident!the first time was while she was walking to college for afternoon class,five indian guys came down from a van and run toward her!that was shocked her!luckily she was near the college gate and the security guards were there.

BOO~ TO THE TAXI DRIVER!!!
FREAK!!!

currently:-
listening - kayne west-stronger,
doing - loading movie,
with my make-up,leggings,skirt n singlet(my worn-in uniform)