i miss u,

like crazy!
*:]

breeze,

not good at all =(
march sound like summer approaching, but i'm lifeless... BUT, ...
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no worries!! my "summer" coming soon *:]

well, my 3rd month really-insanely-terribly that i'm living just for the sake my parent =.=
lifeless till you can smell... nothing!!
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the emptiness that only can tell by puff-ing;
i will only take 1, for more than 1o days,
no worry cause my "antibiotic" last very long for me =)

luckily there is another substitute;
too bad i'm only addictive to *bucks. ha, ha.

so, over the month i just manage to watch a movie..
very English' movie that might (i can say) change a teenage going to young adult

=)

there is someone always called and concern about you, no matter where you're ; when it is; how troublesome; you wonder why; what you're doing...

mom, thank you for everything!

For the very first time, i feel unwell... i'm sickening of work since started the job. maybe, i'm still in the mood of college student; never think over border...
Right now, burden on my shoulder.. work for what i need to live... ...

well, all i have to do now is ...
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take a deep breath ~ and move on! =)

wish.

I always wanted to have it all. But, I just have a mouth... So, 4 is enough (at this time). Soon, my create own design tumbler is gonna fill-in the collection! *finger-cross-till-i-get-mine*

after friday; before monday

when the boy and the girl busy with work,
food is the only way to get them together!

the hungry-(dark)-meat-eater boyf.

chicken bites with onions rings


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


candle-less light dinner

very instant one man show dinner by the girlf.

1 dish, 1 meal

Almond & milk exact

The rain ain't stop since my eyes opened. The day seem gloomy for my entire outing still I managed to enjoy with boyf. :) Anyway, there is a click of sparks when I opened a link in a tab with a blog name - Inspiring a new dream. The author has lost her's parent last year and what left with her are brother and sister... This had makes tears flow in the eyes where I am not who you think to drop tears easily... The pair of angel's wing on her back shows the pure side of her toward the life. Just hope she do lives well and her loves one be at her side :')

School Rumble-

anime that i watched while doing assignments. An episode just takes less than 30 mins where i could break between the fight =)

This anime has funny term,

1. Is that really embarrass while guy saw girl coming out from toilet? where Tenma found out her crash is outside the toilet and she refuse to go out yet jumped out from the window which is 2 story high...
2. Is body weight important to female? japanese girl to be exact.they did weight before bathe!
3. Actions that shown on the drama could influence a girl? absolutely!!! which Tenma copy the act to confess,but just so lucky no one get killed T_T'''
4. Giving love letter is a hard mission for girls? where Tenma did it like NINJA! assassin XD
5. Are there strategy needed for a girl to confess? Tenma used those assassin act from the drama...which (i think) is impossible...
6. Guy with weird dressing attracted girl? which is Tenma crash! he had weird raincoat, lotus leave + tortoise shell '''>_<
7. Will guy fall in love in the first sight? someone that have a rash on Tenma by saving her from a gangster
8. Is yellow roses good for confess? because yellow roses mean everything is lovely for you

to be continue...

the spirit

that's how my part of the room in the lane... apple's still neat but occupied :)
fighting with the papers ain't good. but, when movies were downloaded; research were done; songs were updated; phone had out of batt... things goes smoothly =)
trust me! im pro in this war! anyway, FIGHT begins again. wish me luck ;)

Blue.s

I often did stuffs for three times to make it as sincere.till now... There are things that i'm currently addicted to yet i'm controlling myself not to be addict in... Is hard, but i'm trying. Since the day we get along, I can see the real you. You didn't fake it as how i think; didn't break promises as how you did promised; never forget as you said...

You, seem to be different. Different from the time we met. You are calculative; selfish like the others; lie on the truth! Whore you are! Just leave it and move away!

thy looking for the one,

yet searching for the others.

what makes a human

so greedy?

for everything...

and never be satisfied.

wish thy dream comes true

and there will be last

=)

weekend.

im home! with the joyful smile the minute dad picked us up :) good to be in the car with the familiar view... mom cooked and everyone just clear the dish without any trace *yummy*

then dad ajak for drink -.-''' is good that he no need to finish all the beer by himself. cause we are legal and sharing is caring. wtf.

saturday, messed up with the time... woke up with blur face and the better-growing-doggie. wtf. mom prepared steamboat for us yet is her pre birthday meal. she's really owesome *heart*

i miss her a lot :)

killing boredem -x.x-

it's because im stuck with the inverted comma's bebs haha


What did you do last night?

- cook out with apple :)

What was the first thing you thought about in the morning?

- 'why am i accepted the shift'

What are you wearing right now?

- tie back gypsy top + blue shorts

Are you in love with someone?

- I LOVE EVERYONE!

When was the last time you got drunk?

- i don't drunk (proud of it!lol)

Do you think you are a freak?

- nope.*wait a min!* i think i...am... *shy*

Partying or watching a movie?

- both! because im greedy :D

What pisses you off the most?

- eat too much XD

Last thing you questioned yourself on?

- why am i working today...

Bars or clubs?

- either one.and depend on the date for the day *wink*

What is the main ringtone on your phone?

- er... not sure. hehe

Where do you want to be at a year from now?

- hmm better then now??

How many kids would you like to have?

- 2!

Anything bothering you right now?

- nope

What do you do to relieve stress?

- chill.with songs playing non-stop

Do you like pickles?

- yesyesyes!!!

Are you proud of yourself?

- at times. when i achieved something *smile*

Do you wish upon stars?

- sometimes.cause of fairytale

What is your relationship status?

- available!

Are you happy with that?

- defeniately

Do your parents have myspace accounts?

- nope.

Are the majority of your friends male or female?

- equals '',)

black jack

生日快乐 (Chinese)
Happy Birthday (English)
Selamat Hari Jadi (Malay)
Feliz Cumpleaños! (Spanish)
誕生日は嬉しい (Japanese)
herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Geburtstag! (German)
buon compleanno! (Italian)
생일은 즐겁다 (Korean)
bon anniversaire! (French)
هبّي بيرثدي (Arabic)
gelukkige verjaardag (Dutch)
χρόνια πολλά (Greek)
feliz aniversario (Brazilian Portuguese)
с днем рождения (Russian)
lycklig födelsedag (Swedish)


to me :)

lies aways given by him.he will never once get enough with only one.we all know that,yet there are still people willing got hurt by him.i will not say that is fool,because i been through too.is hard to pull out.once you had take it down,everything will be as beautiful as the sun :) i will never stop anything anyone would sacrifice for him;wish them all the best and bless with luck.sincerely from me

shirlyn





damn website!!!i wanna browse it!!!let me view it!darn 7 sien --.--*

i wanna club!is been 5687241908657253 days i never club +.+''' safe me!!!

first from you

oh! is 2009!and i got this...

from my lovely one :)

explaining... bla~bla...bla~...
signing for the warranty form

and my first shot
snickers .love. (as long as it's chocolate!) hehe!

thank you pa,for the cam. i will treasure it *heart*

thirteen - 13th

is 13 good or black?? hmmm... i got no specific answer. because once i woke up, i got mum's call and ask me straight come home! gosh! is really unpleasant once wake up and get such phone call... what can i do... i'm the daughter =(

before went home,got to clean up the room! noway that i leave the room and laundry for almost 3days! (included the day i'll be back there) due to problems, i was like had my last supper

and everything will just end there.what the hell!

after cleaning up the room and me as well :) it rains mann!!! before i get out the gate! = wtf! i was rushing dude! luckily my savor appear~ actually i'm the one got him save almost all the time, so i think is time for him to repay huh :o)

things went smooth for lrt to pudu until up the bus... it suddenly broke down in the middle of highway! NO!!! is just another 30min to reach MELAKA! why so hak zai!!! huh~ got to wait beside the highway... 7 cold!!! with my baggage.darn! is super heavy...

but, there was a cute malay/indon guy offer to help. too bad i refused it :( dumb me...

so, 13th is black or good...nobody know. it's all depnd on our self

logging off for some crab crackers *wee~ee*

you like chocolates too!

.single room.

yay! i've moved into a new room :) old ones had left behind. is time to let it be the memory that locked deep inside my heart...

well, even though is the same house but it makes me feel different. i like new things for this particular moment. name changed... deco up! everyone knew. i had changed, to be my true self. you may think you know me well by then, but i think you know me better now ;)


i like to stay up till late night. singular is my nouns for now.

and i miss him