my dirty lil' secret had slowly revealed
through the purple wall..

how could you..
how could you
do it to me;
i'm down it the pink forest of gray sky
where my sorrow hide

i knew it,
i knew you know every single bits of me
but, sometimes it's out of your understanding;

i just wish for a lil' moment
which i can be true to you.sincerely

i'm still having the same old practice..

get me a new one to keep me strengthen,

love

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having it with you really different =]
normally, it's something to cheer me up

SEE! when you around...
everything is rich!

&
it's smile,

too!
that's why i need you, baby.

our story,

is it like this... baby *;]

breeze,

not good at all =(
march sound like summer approaching, but i'm lifeless... BUT, ...
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no worries!! my "summer" coming soon *:]

well, my 3rd month really-insanely-terribly that i'm living just for the sake my parent =.=
lifeless till you can smell... nothing!!
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the emptiness that only can tell by puff-ing;
i will only take 1, for more than 1o days,
no worry cause my "antibiotic" last very long for me =)

luckily there is another substitute;
too bad i'm only addictive to *bucks. ha, ha.

so, over the month i just manage to watch a movie..
very English' movie that might (i can say) change a teenage going to young adult

=)

sixth:

i miss you when jay's song is played,
puff-ed my message to you;
wish that you could receive,
luckily you noted;
im glad,
*=]

i doubt,-

thinking of you makes me less like (hate will be the word too hash for him *=])
yet you're always linger in my mind; shall i just delete it or back-up it to my external
which deep-in-some-where-i-do-not-know; but precious to me...
talking to you with the tear flowing always make me feel that 'm alive
not just a single creature that living in the blue room,
with little green blanket and the black curtain;
you always makes me want more from you! how cruel that you knew you couldn't be here
yet hopes are always given...
anyhow, your one sentence cured me. 'm now filled with thee blood and flesh which could hold me till the next time you appear.
imissyou.badly.you knew.medonotlikethis.

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s

when the 9th day comes,

ahh... chinese new year is ending soon =(
so not use to it after weeks of holiday...
well, everything has the 'yin' & 'yang';
after work, will have fun;
then after having fun,back to work.
everything circulate
like how water on the floor
became rain fall from the sky.
so, let's pack up everything and back to the position where we previously are =)
soon, there will be another holiday!
oh!! and Happy Valentine!!
i know my valentine will not be here at this time;
yet i know he'll somehow right there waiting *:]

there is someone always called and concern about you, no matter where you're ; when it is; how troublesome; you wonder why; what you're doing...

mom, thank you for everything!

lines -

wrinkles to be exact... being a lady in her 23rd years ain't good.
this is really beyond what i felt when i were still having my short-tomboy-ish hair;
people comes and goes...
time flies like nobody business,
and noon will know what will be happen next!
even it goes the way you planned;
still, the percentage of things go wrong is there..
well, im a grown up yet don't wanna accept the fact;
being a student is much more easier...
burdensome life makes us sacrificed my hang-outs;
we couldn't stay up for 8hours at night like we use to...
is that a good sign? i doubt...
might be, on the other hand;
where we earn like an adult and never gonna bow down to get "sponsor",
still, there is a hundred of things i never get to do
before setting myself in this life-less hole...
weekend is where the only moment
we can sat&look at the sun =)


Happy Chinese New Year in advance !!

four petals flower

people always says leaves with four petals is luck;
but mine don't seem so lucky.
maybe it's born with my attitude...
like flower,like me.
i felt glad which i do not have any terrible affairs;
the only thing is:-
you're far away; near another end of the rainbow.
i'm always sitting at the front end of the same rainbow,
waiting for your home-coming moment *=]
your gift of four petals flowers
always shines with me;
go through all the difficulties & cheer-moments.
lastly, i wish my message will send to you by the cloud on the sky

love u,
B.3

9th

so, in a sunday morning after you open your eyes... what you plan to do?
what is the thing already in your mind? ...
for me, as usual - food!
after once i got into gastric i'm more alert on it =]
you'll might think i'm just greed of food,
well, YEA!! hee.
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pop corn breakfast ain't good,

makes me wanna see you badly!

emo-ing with such a thing

ilikeit *:]

looking on the sky and wishing you are on your way here

really good!

that's the only thing cheer me when i look at your fav chocolate ice-cream..

oh! guess is time for me to get my stomach feed & send my car - Carl ( it's a guy!)

for his grooming...

love,

S.

twenty-eleven

Another brand new year... For a girl to a lady!
Like 13 going 30... (luckily that's still long to go :D)
So, what have i done since new year??...
come to work from the beginning of the year.. makes me wanna cry =\
sound like a song! *whatever*
Till now, i just know that i missed family reunion!
end of December =[
(even the icon looks like vampire...)
Well, i guess i should have 2011 resolution list! yeeha ~
but...
im still pending with it ((-U.U-))
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Ah! i know what...
CAMERA!!
so, YOU!
i know you read this, please get me one manual camera *=]

A year and 3

This is the song once made scared, afraid of what's coming on...

Yet, now is part of my sweetest memory *:]

Human is difficult.

Once something slipped away, only realized the importance and preciousness..

Lucky me; for grabbed what is just going to slip away in a mist of time!

Im really glad i've grab it.

Thank you for the chance, babe.. I'd wish to have all the festival' eves with you!

Love.

i'm looking forward,

for another vacation! 2011 is just right at the CORNER!!... I'm totally going to plan for another holiday trip =] Work is going to be done, i'm now stressed cause the schedule already fixed till June in the coming year...
So, what is your new year resolution?? harr... still early for planning it huh! Right now, i'm nervous on my baby's return!! wee ~ my x'mas present is totally delayed... promised i'll show it once i've time *wink-with-cheeky-smile*
Well, let's go out to the park and shout-out-LOUD before the year ends!! i'm definitely going to have a picnic this saturday (demanded)!!

For the very first time, i feel unwell... i'm sickening of work since started the job. maybe, i'm still in the mood of college student; never think over border...
Right now, burden on my shoulder.. work for what i need to live... ...

well, all i have to do now is ...
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take a deep breath ~ and move on! =)

And i say ...

this was long! So... so.. long ago...

Time, really flies! 4 years that we haven't meet... she was so feminine that i could still remember =) Gemini, we are.. she is like the lady-like, sweet and gentle; i were boyish, tom-boy act...

Now, i bet she has a new life. hope that she's doing good which i'm living it to the fullness!

Things i play before christmas =)

i can hardly ask you when will you come back;
thing is different from time to time;
im glad we go through,
im glad we have did something before too late;
i will keep every single thing you gave
deep in my heart;
and i just want to say
i love you;
i know you will always there,
for me...

Here I'm,

where im currently working =)

If they know i did this, im sure i've barred for everything!

hanging decor;

mirror & side decor;

toilet door & the decor

Well, these are what im able to help myself...

p/s: camera is STRICTLY NOT ALLOWED!!!