Now and Then

The days had passed so fast. Before this I were still rushing my assignments and presentation like mad dog wtf. Yet, now is the last day I'm staying in Melaka... Tiring days are about to start. Coffee, juices, cream... syrups, gonna stuck in my holiday =( Hope that I'm still capable to work like Superman! Fast and clumsy... wtf. haha.
Got a call from my manager that i got to help as an angel. *grup* i might look innocent, but... (haha. need not to mention here) I AM SCARED!!! if people ask me to act like something weird or funny i still can take it, but not this time >.<''' hopefully things goes smoothly as how i worked... *Santa, please bless me!*

i miss...sweets that have all that you want :)

the one and only afraid of paparazzi

the moment that all of us will miss

cooked by my dad, curry by mom;
nowadays my dad has become houseman,
but everything he did not bad compare to mom :D
*Hoo-ray Pa!*


awaiting season

Merry X'mas! people...
*i need a mistletoe* (to make it perfect *wink*)

At this time...

Poker in room,
jewelled on palm;
what else should we do after the submission?
a full set meal of pizza,
on bed while rains,
instant noodles after 12am,
late supper/early breakfast at 3 plus morning,
Blogging.Online gaming.Puffing with zapple . . .
what a delightful moment :)
once the papers were thrown into the metal-jail-like-box.
and i'll be missing YOU, you, and youx4
for a week =(
but i think i manage to overcoe it *wink*
lingering with touch pro 2.wtf
i'm off now.
taa,
xx

tearsdrop on the book.

i am out of sight. just like to have red on the hand.
it bleeds yet not hurting.
in the inside, it breaks
and could heal up.
the pain ain't same as previous;
hurting but lovely;
thus,
letting it away
is better then holding on.

to the blue pen
that always compromise
with green marker :)

thanks to technology.

Sarah is unpredictable noisy this afternoon. Keep ringing by unpredictable caller... Auntie Winnie (the blue moon) called to survey market on college. Seriously never think she will call and join business with Auntie Corlyn. Then, mom called. Just to tell that she got me some tees and shorts when she was in Bangkok ==''' But, still wanna find out when I'll be home. Kinda heart-ache while she asked. Cause is like going to 2 months I am not visiting them.

haha. without Sarah and Carl, my life will not be so colourful =) email from dad, calls from mom, texts sent by boy, with raymond comment online... that's really catch up from an end to the others. thank to sciencetist(s) back then! cheers ;)


papes are killing me! aw... but soon will be a past!heeh

treat.

Human will not get enough with things they have.

- Girls, wanna have those cutie stuffs. Unlimited!

- Boys, wanna have gadgets. Unlimited!

- Ladies, wanna own ALL of the hills! handbags! designer's clothes! even cosmetics! Unlimited!

-Guys, wanna have EVERY women! Unlimited! There!... Proved that human are greedy!

I am a greedy lady too. I like to have lots of shoes and tans of clothes! Who can resist it! Seriously... Even though a he-she couldn't ;) that's the reason why they decided to be woman although given the 'special-i-ty'.

But...

One thing that I will never feel not enough is YOU. ALL OF YOU! Having you guys is really the best. With tears, laughter and joy we have... I will treasure it =) Day and night; YOU are there for me; so do I. Always ready the open arms for me; and YOU.

p/s: I'm just not in the mood to do any of the work yet morning shift is awaited me in the Sunday morning.sigh. finger-cross for me on the opening morning :)

scar.

I don't know this is real or another beutiful lie. it is so perfect until i have no idea to judge it. how can you be so genuine; so considerate; involving in my routine; welcoming the every side of me. i am scare of the past come true. it had really grow with me in every sense. i will never forget the moment it happened... be grateful, it all had gone away like a dream. new noon is up upon and waiting for us high in the sky. there is what i am looking for. thank You.

black.and white.

me love rainy day! with the boy doing nothing yet in Starbucks. with housing interior mag in hand, me with my netbook :) just love to be with him.to have his smell... hehe.

now, off to search for some his-dream-stuff *wink*

ough! due date is really at the corner... still nt doing any wrk till now =( will be aching my head after the search for his-dream

Taa,

Blue.s

I often did stuffs for three times to make it as sincere.till now... There are things that i'm currently addicted to yet i'm controlling myself not to be addict in... Is hard, but i'm trying. Since the day we get along, I can see the real you. You didn't fake it as how i think; didn't break promises as how you did promised; never forget as you said...

You, seem to be different. Different from the time we met. You are calculative; selfish like the others; lie on the truth! Whore you are! Just leave it and move away!

Yasashiku, 2

you really go me addicted. how could i felt that way? isn't that bad for me to you all the time...

i like the way you are :)

the way you smile,

and those eyes while yu're loking at me;

it's just natural that you look like a kid;

no harm :D

all of the above is dedecated the boy.thank you

Isabela.

pink with you

black b-berry

yellowish tea

orange-y platter

white planner

with thank you

.will you wait for me.

N.

It's isn't good to be too concern. Sometimes to be harsh might add a lil' colour in our life.

Believe, I am lying ;)

Yasashiku.

Woah! Is been some time I am out... from the 'box-case-world'. Busy with part time (just Twice a week), homework (not doing all the time, but in progress :]) and COOKING! That has been my all time favorite since I were alone in the far west. Yet, help needed in the kitchen! LOL. Particularly, I am just doing the cutting, cleaning and serving. Those cook work were done by the babes and the boyfriend. hehe. Kitchen maid actually =(

Lots of B-day party in the month (Oct). Broke us (poor huh...SAVE us! by sponsoring free food please!) hee. But, we still manage to survive in our most critical moment (VICTORY! to us) *wink*

Recently found out I might have osteoporosis (just being ridiculaous because both of my legs can't really stand properly since Monday). Credit to boyfriend that I could walk normally today =D and his kindness for sacrify the beloved blanket. Thank you boy

Let's love lead the way.

you know it well, boy!
.Jingle-lollie-bell.

and it was all yellow

After a night of funny chinese mah-jong twister; 1/2 a dozen of regular pizzas; liquor and tobacco! That's a real life for Apple turning 21! Welcome!!! You're officially legal for everything.hahha. we love to have house-club-party. After get drunk,just run upstairs and lay on the bed. Good huh =D

But, it's no fun when you have work on the next day. What if there is a job that you just need to sit, get online, lunch, get online again, tea-break and pack??... It's sound cool right. Well, I am now working for that! wee... haha. Helping out some freinds is really nice yet earning some depts-to-pay money =(

Oh! And visit Bukit Jalil for ALL AMERICAN REJECT CONCERT!!!

Woohoo!!!

Yea.good day ahead =) Sarah and Kyle are quiet while I am sitting beside the stools to have my bird feed cereal with leftover milk. Another new pal is in the clan, Ginny! Well, she not really a big eater. Just make sure everyday i feed her RM2.

Everything at home had been lively compared to before. Mocha, Walker, Spark-Kling and Titi Tutu all under on roof. Happy family isn't it! Maybe sound like a Zoo.haha. Nothing special... Just some randomly post to update the death blog qX

I had something about me.

Drank the 3 days old water.rain is pouring out there... Up till this hour,me still hungry. 2 slices of breads and 1/2 cup of milk wake me up.

.

I am selfish that want to have both of IT. I am greedy for sometimes... Anyhow, I manage to control. Sarah is good enough :)

.

I love class! To sleep. To crab. And to fool around. That's the happiest time. Chill with a glass of ice coffe and that's ALL!

Taa,

It is a hot day.my brother had some cheat for a game and now he went for a hair cut.BOO! to him ==''' cheater you! mom asked for company :) while dad enjoying his game in the first hall.like daddy,like daugther *wink* what a day...

Sunday blues.everyone is boring yet stick with their laptops.Sarah is busy.talked a lot...since morning 7.45 :) planning to bring kyle along for the dinner.but,he seem like out of energy.so, Ollie is joining us.along with another new friend.

The boyfriend did something very silly.me likey.LOL.

- always my addict -

pink case

blue hills

black pumps

bow dress

home-cooked chicken rice

silver pendrive

yellow baggage

brown sandals

...

Is home i be.feel sweet.because it is real.practically is warm :) me like.wondering what klue~ is doing...is RoRo is still clean, hanging there?...cider is the main course.with the purple-ish red dragon fruit,brings the cheerful flavor upon the roof.thin air fill with happiness.all night with wide white screen, loading drama background music.my lovely day.

Full moon night,wolfs roaring;

summer goes,there comes autumn,

roses are red,skies are blue;

rid of the old,

and there comes the new!

I've a new kettle!sharing with with apple :)

there goes Kit.meet everyone.

looking for tomorrow,

play like no tomorrow;

plan for the future,

live like there's no further;

love ourself,

do trust the others;

LOVE is in the air :D

<3

Time wasting...really shy roward the sista fr waiting the whole hour and took their dinner late!me apologize babes!punishment,me finished the whole pot of food :) good me!
Dessert and cleaning after 2hours dinner brought me discover the lost treasure. never know it lied there for so long. well, it's always the part i like (lost and found).
An hour of wastage, earned the memorise. it,s worth C: credit to Kyle (my cam).

greez.

I like Nini :) i like her comes by before night.that's the perfect timing.sarah shouted suddenly...annoyed me.911 recuse to the factory!fuu...what an evening.that 4 hours kinda kill me.but it helps a lot too in the other way ;)
Tips received, caramel choc with the harden drizzle recharged my tiredness.looking out the door, strong wind blowing, leaves shaking...twilight is the time i heart!

there is always scarifice in return of good will!

term of J & W :)

niNi-day

a morning rainy day.with a head of messy hair,a cup of tea and a few buns...it brings my day :)

second brunch with kel, the papa.summer, the hottie *wink* shireen, the brooze queen :D

good to take meal with them.

evening is the bad time.cut my tumb.splited the drinks.

love sarah (mobile).

couldn't take myself away from her :D

housemate!!!

say hi, to mocha ;)

Happy Raya!

working today was so happy!like reunion meal...makan and makan.yet still makan *sliver drooping*

gum.lemang.rendang daging.tupat.rendang.lemang.coffee jelly.walnut brownie.water.steamboat.ice cream.tobacco.gum.water melon jiuce.tabacco.water...

so,i'm now fully loaded with food!store for tomorrow unconfirmed shift :D selamat hari raya again. mohon maaf zahr and batin

=)

back in the rosie lane

rain pouring cats and dogs,i'm feeling warm with my girls and boys ;) good to have them home and working together. soon,classes will be starting.everyon will be busy.hate that!but what to do...students are ment to live life that way.

brooze,
tobacco,
peanuts,
chocs,
dinners...
we had it all together!
everyone is home to share some love *heart*

well,after the trip were working or the whole week.and more working before i get my class started.cleared my hours then i will have more days off.heh.im calculative.no doubt :P who really know me long enough do find out...extra hours working the company did not pay!wtf.yet they said it wasn't OT,if it is the manager of the day will inform.no fair!!!stupid shit of them.anyhow,im satisfice too by getting those employee's beverages...pros and cons.normal deal :)

back to old time boy's band addict.Boyzone.911.98 degree.carve for more stress realese songs.still looking forward to club with my chicks.they're now out of town.left me home alone :( actually is me too spendrift X_X''' haha.

pity me with my green toe nails.and the four round,small,furry,little friend that 'zitt' in their house.anyway,just hope they have a good time in the island :)

x

Last night was good!musics,food,pool,broze...everything was great!and the luck was spinning toward us too.
today,luck still spinning around us!by giving a weekly green train travelpass and a lady :D we were in the wonderland,chat thai for dinner.wonderful crusine,cozy enviroment and beautiful alice ;)
with her smile,my ''mr friend'',nanaNG heated up in the icy air...silly him.
'age will not be a problem',quote of the day.

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the flowery maze,vol. II - escape
even they had settled down with goldilock,prince Robinhood and hunter Ace had a argue over helping the villages...prince Robin thinks not to interfere into others' life while Ace feel the other way!the Lord is shameless!took all of the money and forced goldilock to be his wife.
aside from that,snow bear followed the prints and found the village.his plan for now is hunt down the two heros and take goldilock away for sacrifice.to live...they escape again...

to be countinue...

well,is the 12th day of trip.we had slowd down our step to visit around...kind af tiring to take train through and flow(cause tha's our only transpot).

they cheated the ticket machine by getting student's fare tickets.tell them is good to be a student!lots of privillages given here ;> hitting to the same place and doing the same thing make us felt bored about it,but what could we do?just wish most of the gang is here.then we'll have the biggest kitchen party ever :D

one thing here is the rice coker is untustable!it harden the rice like plastic.no joke =.= but,we can't live without crab >.<>

im the normal one here yet being tease.no fair!*don't speak XD* say sauce makes me think of the chips (honey soy sauce flavour.sweet) sum up everything,I'M BORED!the whole day =(

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the flowery maze,vol.I - walk away

goldilock escaped from Patrick,the snow dog with the help of the haunter Ace and prince Robinhood.they helped her to cross over the river and iceland.runaway to the hot medditeranian.with their generous help,goldilock was safed there.planted grain and veges.ice-cream is what they sell to survive.prince Robinhood still go on his old path,stealling herbs from the richman houses while haunter Ace catches fished with his spear.

on a moonless light, lord jake sparrow came to the town.take everything from the villages.what a cruel lord!luckily tinkle bell is always by the corner... ... ...

to be continue...

we had quite a normal daily activities these few days...with breakfast then groceries shopping.those guys are really like a housewife!they know what to get,how to differenciate and what to cook :) but they're still guys!cause they don't compare price...that's the only thing i can help :D girls hve their ability too!don't they...wtf. cooking doesn't mean anything right.the most important is we know how to cook instant noodle and THAT'S IT!!!

the highlight was we went trance.cool building with awesome DJs yet not our type of tea =( Mr.Say just stick with his so-called desserts while banana aka mat salleh wannabe searching for chicks LOL.

sum it up we still prefer clubs back home.preved that we're truely malaysian!malaysia boleh!wtf =.= soon we touch down sure will hit the club,no matter what ;)
btw...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest SUMMER! xx

thy looking for the one,

yet searching for the others.

what makes a human

so greedy?

for everything...

and never be satisfied.

wish thy dream comes true

and there will be last

=)

.bacon.

.booze.

.chips.

.cake.

.coke.

.cash.

.cigarette.

.eggs.

.kiwis.

.lighter.

.machice.

.sushi rolls.

.strawberes.

.trains.

*life in the land before time*

fuu...im here dealing with the washing machine -_-''' is been an hour my clothes still unwash in the machine wtf.i got no idea it's a automatic or manual machice.keep beeping...it's annoying.gosh!and two sleeping beauty in the house! one on the sofa with snooring geez,another one sleeping sweet in the bedroom :D

weather and food were espected. only the people and journey makes me miss home :( anyhow,we manage to settle everything and still alive wtf. there will be another good day tomorrow *cross our fingers*

one.second..three...

one.

- the surprise -

second..

- without a trace -

three...

- it just too syiok -

gifts.

for her

from her

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

weekend.

im home! with the joyful smile the minute dad picked us up :) good to be in the car with the familiar view... mom cooked and everyone just clear the dish without any trace *yummy*

then dad ajak for drink -.-''' is good that he no need to finish all the beer by himself. cause we are legal and sharing is caring. wtf.

saturday, messed up with the time... woke up with blur face and the better-growing-doggie. wtf. mom prepared steamboat for us yet is her pre birthday meal. she's really owesome *heart*

i miss her a lot :)